Bound by Chains Hell & Fear (introduction) Pg 1.
Outlaw Woman
Bound by Chains Hell & Fear
The Fact's Do Not Lie
Mrs. Lisa Wallace
Audacious Faith
CjandDawsonsaudaciousFaith@yahoo.com
For that ones that have not had the pleasure of meeting me, let me properly introduce myself, I am Mrs. Lisa Wallace, an Audacious Woman that has gained Confidence not only in Myself but in my abilities as well. I have been told on numerous occasions that I should allow myself more credit and that it is perfectly fine that I accept with great confidence my abilities. I have learned from my own personal experiences that in order to find confidence in anything we must be confident in ourselves. How would we convince anyone that we are certain unless we can speak with the ability of fact and in great confidence? The confidence, as I now retain,was gained by learning what I had a passion for, my " Purpose in Life ". My passion is to help others and to provide Love, Faith and, Hope by restoring Humanity. I want to share my entire story to the world in hopes that it helps at least one person in need. Individuals tend to feel lost, alone, and helpless at times. Reassurance that I am living proof that no matter what there will always be a brighter tomorrow. I am Grateful to be alive today and I want people to now that people can and will change if they truly want it. There is also Anonymous Group meetings available, message me if you need a Sponsor or just a kind word, I will respond.
I am a very loving and giving person that truly enjoys helping other's with an unselfish need just because it is the right thing to do. Selfless acts by anyone person could save the life of another and that alone should be good enough reason to Volunteer, Sponsor and or, Contribute to our neighbor(s) in need and do so without persecution, you many need that helping hand one day. I know first hand that from time to time even hard working families get down and out. The way our economy and society are today it is almost impossible to stay ahead. Communities and Neighbors need to start pulling together and reaching out from time to time. We need to engage as a community or families and be willing to help in times of need and to help because it is the right thing to do.
I am also a very forgiving person and with that being said that doesn't mean that we forget it means for myself that I do not allow it to consume me nor do I throw it back up to the one that I have forgiven. The past is defined the past for great reasoning and to me that is because it's done and over with. The past will not change no matter how much one might want it to. The previous is now and that is deciding how to deal with or handle the past and this depends on the future of things.
I have not always been this confident in myself, however, there have been many times in my life that I had to pretend like hell to survive my surroundings or a cultural setting.( to be continued..Following in upcoming chapters)
I am highly motivated, self driven, self taught, self experienced and, an Audacious woman, that I am proud of. Today, I am this Audacious Confident Woman because; I choose to be Audacious by choosing my own Freedom and my own decisions to do so, learning from my own personal experiences and my own personal choices, good or bad. I take full responsibility of all my own actions by accepting that I did do something and I will also accept consequences if need be. I do not like being wrong, who does? However, if I am wrong no matter how hard it is for me, I can suck it up and say that I was wrong, make amends to the best of my ability for my mistake, and to learn from it. I am Audacious today because I use my own personal hands on life experiences with my own personal knowledge as well as research to back me up. The key to my Confidence has been the Power of the Knowledge that I have retained on my own and it is because I got up off my ass, stopped whining and complaining, and began researching things that interested me that I had questions about and found all the correct answers.
I have literally been bound by unwanted & undesirable chains, hell and, fear; imprisonment from man, law and my own mind that was not a wanted desire either. All these chains, hell and, fear have all appeared many times in my life and when they did they all come side by side trying to hold me back. Because this Audacious Lady has been kicked down, walked on, stopped on and, lied to her entire life, is the reason that I have the up most Confidence in my ability and my intelligence today and it is all due, to my entire past in one way or another.
The main reason that I started a blog was to bring awareness to today's Society of our Cultural and Economical issues that must be faced in our local communities and in fact on common sense alone such issues, as Drug Addiction, Communication, Education and, Ethics depends on the future of the United States.
In my own personal opinion I feel that starting new implemented diversion programs requiring more educational and Community Services programs that provide Education, Community Services, and Structure as well as Mental Health Programs. These programs needs to begin in our local communities, this is where the greatest change and much needed impact lies. We need new groups and new programs that work and I have created an online Na Group and Living addiction on FaceBook in hope of reaching out for Volunteers, Sponsors and Contributors. We need to bring back humanity by co-working as community driven and focus to make positive change and impact that is a much needed necessity. We need Volunteers from our Alcoholic and Narcotics Anonymous groups to be a major role in this because who has more personal and life skills on the number one major problem in many communities as the drug epidemic? We do, the recovering addicts. Get the youth involved as young as possible. What we teach is spoken by our actions and we teach the adolescent through our gestures and actions.
Yes, I am a recovering drug addict of over 12 years and I am very proud to admit to it. I have faced my addiction right in the face and understand it in many different aspects that has been learned by myself through personal experiences. To this day Society reminds me that I am a convicted Felon forever and that is a huge prize to pay for a mistake especially one that was well learned from through any given action. Becoming addicted to drugs is not shameful, I did not choose to become addicted, however, I was the one that decided that I would not allow my addiction to ever confine me again nor would it ever define me ever in any attempt to do so! I am responsible for my own actions regardless of influence. -Lisa Wallace-
If you need help or no someone that may please feel free to contact me at CJandDawsonsAudaciousFaith@yahoo.com If I personally cannot provide you with an assistance I will however, find someone that can. Be sure to Subscribe to the blog to be informed each time a new entry or update has been made.
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